WHAT THE FUCK???

this is very annoying. the kind of annoying that gets ones stomach into knots because there is nothing one can do about it. the kind of annoying that makes you want to throw punches and scream and kick and cry because this is the kind of annoying that JUST ISN'T FAIR.

jose kept saying, again and again, that the family (and myself, naturally) would be going to Javea in the LAST WEEK of july. this is important because i really have only one person whom i can hang out with in this country, and she leaves in the beginning of august. so to have one finaly jaunt in the city, to bars, to clubs, to the park, is practically completely necessary for my survival.

[yes, i am being a bit melodramatic here. but my current angst calls for melodrama. if you don't like it, stop reading here.]

so tonight i find out that the family actually intends to leave THIS saturday. i will have you know that THIS saturday is absolutely NOT THE LAST saturday in JULY. In fact, there are a whole TEN DAYS left to july after this saturday.

you're thinking, so what, your plans are thrown off a bit? whatever, right? WRONG. so we go to javea THIS saturday, for TWO WEEKS and by the time we get back it's days into august and the one person who i get to hang out with on the weekends is GONE. and the following six weeks left in this country are even harder, more boring, lonely, than the first six.

get it?

i am FURIOUS. i am so mad i just can't get enough caps in this damn post. and there's no one to complain to and nothing i can do about it.

but i am FUMING, just so you know.